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My heart's in love with the forbidden,
A curse that followed since Adam's time,
A strong urge to follow my heart's desire
Blinds me and I let myself slip for a moment..
My heart knows the path it should follow
And yet the eyes mislead my thoughts...
Selfish to the core, is what I've been..
Why Lord do I fail to follow thee?
"Let not mine but Thy will, be done."

-Sheens





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